here i go again...
is it optimism or pecimism that drives me to go out drinking on a school night?

so its my friend morgans birthday this weekend, and he's invited me to attend a group outing to 'joe' for saigon sunday. i work tomorrow morning at 7 am. but it's joe! and it's morgans birthday, and i'm never one to bail on a birthday bash, especially following my birthday hell last year. i'm looking forward to it...

it's been 3 weeks of flu and generally chaos. in the last 7 days, i've watched the entire 6 seasons of sex and the city....it left me with a numbness, but it's entrenched in a warmth. I feel like a better person now, like i had forgotten what the point of it all was, and then had it handed to me on a beautiful oatmeal raison cookie that was easy to digest and with a gooey sweet aftertaste that i don't want to let go of...and i suddenly have an urge to buy expensive shoes.
- posted by tart @ 9:51 a.m. (1) comments

new kitty! 
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there you go with hope again....
since i gave back the mp3 player to batshit crazy guy, i have been travelling the subway with no music. it can't have been a good thing for my mental health. i'm sure i've stated before that my mood is a direct relation to whatever music i happen to be listening to...and its never a good thing to not have any music at all.

so i invested in a new cd/mp3 player, and i have spent the last two days ripping cd's for a mammoth orgy of listening pleasure. not including remix halos, i've managed to fit all nin onto one disk, which causes me such glee. a lad at work let me play the voyeur on his cd listening the other day...and it resparked my interest in the gooey, acoustic hidden morsels on my harddrives, namely rufus wainright and dashboard confessional.
- posted by tart @ 9:14 a.m. (0) comments

god is dead and no one cares.
so yeah...welcome to my world of suck. and no, i'm not suffering from some sort of chemical inbalance that makes me melancholy...well, i probably am, but no more so than i have for my entire life...

so nine inch nails tickets went on sale on friday. lets just keep it short and sweet and say i didn't get my ticket (would have liked one for each night, but i'm not that greedy)...so now i have march and april to find a ticket for the may 9th or 10th shows. ebay has some tickets, but generally in the $300 range...kind of out of my range.

so now i save cash and pray the ticket prices don't go up too far between now and may...so sad. 15 years as a fan and i'm going to miss a show a few miles away. so sad...

on a lighter note, i sure would like to get my hair cut today....hmmm....better find a pic or two to take with me. can't end up with uber short hair again....want it long again...long but not boring.
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