i wish i had never agreed to be your holy one
so it's saturday morning...7:27 to be exact. just spent the last 5 hours killing the same bloody monster in diablo, all for about 20 million experience points. quite the waste of time, but the primal urge to reach lvl 95 has consumed me and i will probably continue to waste time for the next 48 hours. or not.
the timing for starting work is just about perfect...i'm getting extremely stir crazy and am dying to get out and do things. with no cash its just not possible though. i am feeling a definite lack of allies in this big old world. my stress level is increasing by the moment, so work is a really really good thing on so many levels. 2 more days...
on the computer front, i have been struck down in the war against the microsoft max connection war, yet again...the patches do nothing. I'm still getting errors in event manager and torrents won't download when i'm uploading. as long as abc is running, i can't even browse the web. even applications are grinding to a standstill...i don't get it. i'll work on it more after i sleep.
sleep is another challenge. i want to get on track for monday morning, which means regulating my sleep between noon - 10 pm...but at i sit at 7:41, i am dead tired and have no desire to stay awake. once i finish up this entry, i will put on a movie and try to stay awake a while, but i highly doubt i'll last till noon. if i can sleep till 8 tonight, i should be able to stay up until noon tomorrow though, which will leave me with enough sleep to survive at work until noon monday. hopefully.
just thinking about all of this is stressing me out...i'm a mess. i miss sergio. i'm going to watch a movie...



- posted by tart @ 7:26 a.m.